heLLo MonDaY....

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Monday, August 30, 2010

It's a new week!

And I'm going all out...

I'm hopping off the roller coaster of emotions I was facing last week....

enough is enough

I told my children we are taking it one day at a time

finding the one wonderful spot about our day

to focus on

build on

because after a while all those "one things" are going to pile up...

and they will!!!

When they do....


they will eventually amount to a whole lot of goodness in each and everyday...



There was only one thing for me to do...
put down the paint brush
and paint swatches
&
get....

drum roll please...

C O O K I N G


what better motivation to finally get me back in the kitchen

is to feed my family a {hopefully} wonderful meal after their long day of school....

gathering together to

feed their souls

I can't wait for them to dish about their day

fill me in

&

tell me about the "one good thing" that made them SmiLe!







Here's to the little things that make our day...

that bring a smile to our mouth

give us a skip in our step

&

creating new memories!!!



P.S. More London pictures, hope you aren't tired of them!!!

Reviewing them this morning made me S M I L E

OH, how I loved the window displays!!!



xo,



A box of band~aids....please

26

Thursday, August 26, 2010

That's what I need.

To patch the multitude of holes my heart has...

the minute my children were placed in my arms I knew my heart would take a beating...

and believe me as I've been privilege to help my children grow I've felt the piercing pain for their sadness or ouchie....

I'd pick them up

kiss their ouchie

rock their sadness away

dust them off

and tell them to go conquer the world

I've witnessed their spiritual growth

that has moved me beyond words

but nothing has prepared me for the last few days....

change is not new for my family

being a military family is part of what makes us who we are

but when it has come to their schooling it's been untouched...

our one stable anchor that has kept them floating in friendly water...

well

their boat has been rocked

and witnessing my oldest daughter who I've written about on my blog

for her speech to her class about "your inner voice"

who "Stood Up" for her faith

who gave the introduction at her 8TH grade graduation

has fared the hardest in the new waters we are facing...

to witness her falling out of her boat

breaks my heart...

to see her heart beating fast I feel as though it may pop out of her chest any minute

to see the anxiety in her harbor haze eyes is so hard

to hear her words laced with sadness, little bit of fear

leaves me feeling helpless

my words of...

it will get better... I promise

I know this seems so hard but good days will come

be strong

be true to yourself always!!! no matter what!!!

you will find your footing

&

when you do....

you will soar

higher

farther

after my pep talk

she opens the car door

turns to face her

High School that looms like a very large mountain before her

she turns back to me

"will you be parked here when school is done?"

yes... always

off she walks

to climb her "mountain"

her way

only she can dig deep inside herself

to conquer her nerves

to hold her head up

face the challenges High School brings

how, oh how, I wish I could do it for her
but I cannot...

I can only help with words of love

hugs that are lasting longer

coming more frequently.

as I sit here tonight mentally exhausted

they only thing I keep thinking is how I can't wait for this "new" we are facing now

will one day be

old...

worn

and comfortable

chippy or the perfect patina

for

finely being old

means we made it through the uncomfortable new!


xo,



this is it

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Friday, August 20, 2010

the weekend is finally here...

bittersweet at that

our new school journey begins next week

there's only one thing to do....

but to Dig deep

relish in the days remaining

give thanks for the Summer we were blessed with

it was oh so sweet!!!

Here's to savoring the sweet memories of summer time!!!

Happy Weekend

xo,

Searching for my groove...

20

Thursday, August 19, 2010

I must confess...
I'm in a terrible cooking rut
s t u c k
But here's the deal...
I have to become unstuck!
I desperately need to get my cooking groove back
I have to menu plan
to make myself accountable
get me back on track
with healthy delicious prepared meals ready to go at dinner hour...
no more standing in front of the pantry
praying something will magically appear
hot
delicious
&
if that's not too much
will get rave reviews from aLL ages....
{I know I'm reaching for the stars on this one}
but I'm going BIG
I think I have to in order to cure my lack luster mood for cooking and
lure my family back to the table with a smile!
I'm taking ideas
tips
tricks that will inspire me to be in the kitchen
cause right now the only thing I got
is wishful dreaming that I was still strolling around and most definitely eating in Covent Garden!
Seriously, my taste buds haven't been that happy in a very long time!!!


xo,

timing...

23

Monday, August 16, 2010


I believe my trip to London tilted my world....

spun me around

refilled my tank

left me with an adventuresome spirit

reminded me that change

new discoveries

breathtaking scenery

new word expressions that make me giggle and mentally transport me back...

has left my taste buds tingling for more....

it couldn't have come at a more perfect time...

just what I needed

it's prepared me for whats about to happen in 1 week and 2 days

New Schools

for aLL my children

High School Freshman

5Th grader

2ND grader

&

a Kindergartner

my trip knocked me on the head

left me seeing stars that are bright rays of sunlight

reminding me that

new places

new people

new routine

bring

amazing new discoveries that may have gone undiscovered

if we never venture out

leave our comfort zone

open our hearts to making new friends

keep the faith that this change is coming at the right time

study hard

&

welcome this new school year with gusto

even though we all are a little nervous!


xo,



Capturing the Charm

25

Thursday, August 12, 2010


Even though I thoroughly enjoyed the hustle and bustle of the crowds...

I equally favored the early mornings...
my favorite time was walking the streets in the early morning...

while everyone else enjoyed sleeping~in

lingering over breakfast...

I drank my pot of tea
grabbed by bag

and couldn't wait to be present while the city awakened!


I had my bearings

knew relatively where I was headed...

but knew I wanted to pop down side streets as I made my way to my next destination

off the main streets

to see what I would find...

and

behold my eyes

I was enchanted every time!!

I desperately wanted to knock on the door to see what was inside...
hoping as I stood there admiring
{my case gawking}
i wanted the door to open to get just a glimpse...

was a family lingering over their breakfast?

what did the linen's look like

the color scheme on the walls....

was it even a home

or were they office buildings...

I just knew that I could easily pack my bags

gather my family

and move right in....

I loved the blooming flowers...
the ivy
the iron railing
&
I never forgot to
LooK UP...
not to miss
the scenery above
to see more floweres
the blue sky
the clouds


it was magically...
to watch the streets begin to fill with traffic
business opening
coffee shops a buzz
tour buses beginning there tours.
A new day
unfolding before my eyes...
my quiet moring walks filled me with anticipation for what the day held!
Wishing you a magical day
with your eyes wiDe OpeN, so you don't miss a thing!


x0,

a kiss & a last glance...

24

Saturday, August 7, 2010


I found myself, a girl in London





standing next to the Marble Arch





just m e





and my camera





with an entire day at my fingertips.





A map blowing in the morning breeze





ready to go wherever my feet would lead me





off I went...





with a free spirit





eager to see aLL I could.





I wanted to capture the sights





hear the sounds





feel what life is like in London...





I immediately felt at ease


a comfort I didn't know I would feel being alone


strolling along


looking right


looking left

right again

as I dashed across the streets

there was a freedom of


no schedule, no tugging

that kept me

walking


and walking

miles on end.....

not wanting to miss a thing


stopping to admire


the most amazing buildings...


the history enthralled me



the architecture


stole my heart....


I loved the "feeling" of London

the hustle and bustle

people going in every direction

I walked and watched...

admired the fashion

the people

they enjoyed life

eating a light lunch in Hyde Park

or sitting on the steps of St. Paul's Cathedral

life felt savored

especially with a hot cup tea or coffee

&

a well deserved half pint of Stella at a pub

my drink of choice after working up a sweat

dashing across the city streets

standing on my tippy toes to capture the scenery unfolding before me


after a full day
with my shins screaming
I made my way through the crowds
with my map still blowing in my hand
tracking my landmarks
back to the Marble Arch
told me I was a few blocks from my hotel
after a quick dash into Starbucks
for my latte
to sip as I made my way back to my hotel
and the ever so sweet concierge and door men who greeted me after my outing with a smile and "how was your day"
"so glad you made it back to us"...
they knew I was flying solo as I ventured out on my excursions....

I hopped into the waiting elevator
that took me to the 7Th floor
just in time to shower and dress for an evening out
once my husband returned from his day working at the Air Show
for us to zip across town to
another reception...
this one at London's beautiful National Gallery at Tralfalgar Square....
I kept pinching my self
and hoping I didn't spill my Champagne as I stood admiring the art work
the building
the night....
and to my astonishment there was more
jaw dropping
am I really here....
{a mom of 4, who loves pampering her chickadees, nesting at home and all thing vintage...
happy when I'm wearing sparkly flip flops with paint splatters on my arms holding a latte}
somehow has found myself in London with my LOVE giving me moments...
events that are leaving huge imprints on my heart....
changing my view of Life
giving me more favorites
more memories to store in my pocket to carry with me when I'm back home!

{Thank you for being so patient... my blog posts have been interrupted because I'm still entertaining and "thanking my house guest" for watching my chickadees}
more to come ...

xo,



I've Landed

29

Monday, August 2, 2010


London captured my heart the minute I buckled my seat belt....

I just knew this experience was coming at the right time...

for me to leave my kiddos behind to be spoiled by their grandparent's and surprise week long visit from their Aunt and cousins...

good times were had on the the home front for me to...


fall in love with London!!!!

&

faLL in LoVe

I

did!!!!



As we reached our flying altitude I released my "mom worries"

sat back

held my husband's hand

he read his book
I watch a movie...

I was too excited to concentrate on my book

I just knew that I was ready to savor this time alone with my husband

and absorb all things British!!!

The first 24 hours consisted of a little shut eye

a traditional English breakfast

my tea served in a little teapot had me swooning

oh, how I loved my tea!!!

A quick walk down crowded Oxford street had me

oohing and aahing

the excitement of being in this beautiful city

full of people

already seeped into my bones

my heart was racing....


and just so you know it wasn't from the fast walking we were doing

It was from the pinkie promise i made...

to just window shop...

what a silly promise to make!!!

my willpower was willing to fly off with one of the pigeons that flew above me...

my husband held tight to my hand

reminding me

we just had an hour to take it all in....

for we had our first evening cocktail reception we had to attend at an art gallery!!!

Can you imagine my excitement sitting in the backseat of the fabulous black taxi

my feet wrapped in my favorite peep toed black patent heels

grey silk dress

as the taxi driver whipped around the streets...

their driving skill is amazing

to get us there in time

to be greeted by the most wonderful wait staff serving Champagne and the most delectable appetizers!!!



it was an evening I'll always remember...

as we made our way back to our hotel

I looked over to my husband in the back of the taxi

the sky was dark

the city alive with activity

I just held tight to his hand
felt my heart swelling
my palms were sweaty
my feet were happy

for the adventure was just beginning!!!


to be continued....


It's so good to be back

I can't tell you how many times I thought of you all!!!


Cheers

xo,


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