icy calmness...

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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Thank you for all your well wishes for my daughter and birthday wishes for my son...

it's amazing how an afternoon can change in a split second...

I'm now trying to regroup....

get back on track

keeping calm....



thank goodness for ice, mint and limes...



combine all those ingredients into my new favorite beverage jars I picked up while dashing into to Starbucks and I'm smiling...

&

right about now

with everything going on...

it's the little things that are keeping me from becoming unraveled!!!

Here's to beverage jars and keeping calm

to butterfly kisses

&

a bright blue cast!

Here's to giving thanks for a calm day with lots of ice, mint and limes!!!

xo,



motherhood....

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Thursday, May 20, 2010

Today is a very special day...
today is the birthday of my littlest...

my son...
my little guy...
my constant companion...
who is completely pampered and loved on my his 3 big sisters...
he has it so good!!
After celebrating for the past two months his sisters birthdays...

it's finally his!!!


{Country Living }
We've been celebrating all week

because really birthdays should be celebrated more than one day...
this morning was cake making day!

All he wanted to do was frost his own cake and have his Lego friends climb all over it!!!
It was PerFection!!!

Watching his little hand swirl the frosting...



scooping it onto his plastic knife...



licking a finger or two



I sat



I watched


I marveled!

I soaked it all up....
the Joy he was having frosting HIS CaKe!!!


As we were in full party prep mode
the phone rang...


caller ID announced my girls school calling
As I went to answer the phone thoughts of...
why are they calling...

they all left for school feeling great

recalling last nights events of the Talent Show


their performances


their accomplishments!


Wondering what it could be


was quickly shattered


with


"Please don't panic...


this is Mrs. B. the school nurse


I have "G" {my 7 year old}


in my office




and her arm is definitely broken.....


Do you want us to call the ambulance or do you want to transport her to the Emergency room....


with words of


I'm on my way flying out my mouth


I grabbed my birthday boy


keys


purse


and flew out the door...


with a racing heart


speed dialed my emergency support friend who is always there when needed


what would we do without our go to friends


who pick up the phone and come when you call


to help gather my other girls from school

I dashed to their school


ran into the school office


see my daughter stretched out on the medical table


it took one look for me to know


the untrained medical professional that I am told me what they said...


it's broken...


it's not shaped the way an arm should be shaped


I wanted to gasp out load


I wanted to cry


but somewhere with in me I pulled it together for my daughter


for my son who had the same stricken look on his face


I gathered her up


placed her into the car


and made it one block down to the Hospital


tonight we are home



we opened presents



we ate my birthday boy's perfect cake



trying desperately to make a little girl comfortable
she's been wrapped,
we have to till morning

to head to the Orthopedics office to take more x-rays and hopefully cast her very broken arm.



Tonight I hover over my chickadees

I sit by her side

I whisper happy birthday to a sleeping boy's ear


I wait to see the sun




when I worry I plan



I've made big promises for a weekend of cakes

balloons,
more party hats!


motherhood...

from cake baking to emergency room visits

to cake eating

present wrapping

pillow propping

medicine giving

holding a crying child

feeling their pain

celebrating their joy

standing on the sidelines and cheering their accomplishments

lots and lots of praying

motherhood

it's what we do.


xo,


LoVe of Music....

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Monday, May 17, 2010

As May continues to roll on....

so many tender moments have already imprinted on my heart...

these moments are the building blocks of my children's childhood...

ones that are stacking high to last a life time

they are building their journey...

Yesterday was spent listening to beautiful music

at my daughter's piano recital!

Watching her await her turn...

her feeling of nervousness were swept away with smiles to calm her feelings...

sitting by one of her best friends for confidence

&

having her younger sister cheering her on.

Once we arrived home she was already planning for new song choices...

new performances....

new challenges!


Wishing you a week that has you stretches your dreams...

has you standing on your tipy toes to reach higher

go farther!!!
xo,

sights and sounds of the weekend...

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

It definitely looks and sounds like the weekend...

sleeping bags are littering the basement floor

the plate of pancakes has been attacked

orange juice glasses have evidence there was juice at one time in the glasses....

requests for a life guard pool side all before my first cup of caffeine...

how could I say no....

it's the weekend after all....

dishes can wait...

beds will eventually be made...

a quick switch to an iced latte....

sunglasses

sneak in a few magazines


and this life guard will be ready for duty!!!


Here's to the sights and sounds of a weekend with the family and company!
xo,



stop, breath & enjoy

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

the moments, sight's & sounds!

That's my mantra for the day, week, month...

I refuse to let the busyness of the next few weeks cloud the memories that are being made....


So my goal is to stop.

Focus on what's right in front of me...

what's been accomplished

&

more importantly how was it accomplished

with

JOY

This morning I picked up my camera to shoot random images


of what this early morning looked like...


in all the rushing around...


oatmeal cooking

blackberries washed


piano books packed


notes to school written

field trip form to sign


coordinating who needs to be where when


tennis shoes found


dashing up the stairs for a chickadee to brush her hair

son playing with my remote control for the car thinking it's hilarious opening and closing the van doors from inside the house...





cell phone ringing from the bottom of my purse

after frantic digging
finally hearing the sound of my husband's voice....

hellos, good morning, missing you, how was your flight

&

love you shouting from the background...

words of "did you get all that" on my end before clicking off...







&

just think it's only 9 AM....

I can't wait to StoP, SEE and EnJoy what's to come!!!

What did your morning look like?

xo,

ten toes...

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

It's official...
our pool season is in f u l l swing...
swimsuits have been dug out
towels are littering the pool room floor
goggles are hanging on hooks
assortment of dive sticks are the latest lawn art
&
ten little toes have made there way into the pool!!!

xo,

She stood UP....

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Monday, May 3, 2010

I felt my heart burst...

it was one of "those big life moments" that had my hands covering my mouth....


whispering "that's my daughter" over and over again to myself


the same feeling I had when I gave birth to all my children and they placed each one of them in my arms


the love that I felt couldn't be contained to the walls of my heart...


it seeped out to every fiber of my body and pooled at my toes


I turned my head to find my eyes staring into my husband's eyes as our 3 younger children sat between us...


our eyes said what we couldn't say out loud...


we both felt our hearts exploded like a firecracker on the Fourth of July...


tears pooled in my eyes...


I willed myself not to let them pour down my face...


I saved that for my private mom moment when everyone was asleep later that night...


exactly 7months ago I wrote this post band-aid-for-my-heart about my oldest daughter


this past Saturday May 1 she received her Confirmation with her fellow classmates...


the church was full....


family members, parishioners, teachers, peers, principal, clergy members and Bishop

during the Confirmation the Bishop asks questions regarding the Sacrament of Confirmation and wanted volunteers to stand up to answer his questions for them to show him their readiness for this sacrament...


it was time for volunteers...


they only needed 6 volunteers out of the 30 students...


for the first 4 questions 3 boys stood up...


they answered and sat down...


he turned to the girls and requested a volunteer...


stillness filled the church...


and to my astonishment which caused my heart to explode...


my daughter stood up...


she was sitting with her fellow Confirmation class


we were on the other side of the Church...


my ears began to ring...


I have no idea what question she was asked


the fact that I was witnessing her standing for her class, for her faith, in front of a full church to answer a question...


was a moment I will never forget...


after Mass when everyone gathered outside to take pictures...


she came walking towards me...


I embarrassed her in a huge mom hug...


wrapped my arms around her and didn't want to let go kind of hug...


I showered her head with kisses...


she looked at me and said...


really mom is this necessary!


that had me laughing, stepping back after another quick hug, to watch her walk to the school gym for cake






That is my daughter...


simple...


quiet confidence that needs no extra fluff...


not only does she have her wings that are ready to take her to High School


but she has courage to soar....


S h e S t o o d U p....


xo,

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